Sunday, March 22, 2009
in doubt, dilemma, i dont know.
often just think of myself, neglecting people around me, how they feel and the situation they might be in.
i feel so bad, really bad.
things never go the way i wanted them to be. perhaps its just me, being pessimistic, and always.
BANG > school work and results ever so lousy. BANG > unable to discipline and teach others properly. BANG > too selfish. BANG > stubborn................................ i am such a lousy person, yes i am.
many things running through my mind, i need time.. time......
feeling gloomy and emotional this week..... i love and hate some of jay's song when i hear it late at night or early early in the morning when i havent go to bed, it made me reflect, think, and perhaps, tear.. life needs to be simplified, or maybe just i am making it too complicated..
i feel so bad, really bad.
things never go the way i wanted them to be. perhaps its just me, being pessimistic, and always.
BANG > school work and results ever so lousy. BANG > unable to discipline and teach others properly. BANG > too selfish. BANG > stubborn................................ i am such a lousy person, yes i am.
many things running through my mind, i need time.. time......
feeling gloomy and emotional this week..... i love and hate some of jay's song when i hear it late at night or early early in the morning when i havent go to bed, it made me reflect, think, and perhaps, tear.. life needs to be simplified, or maybe just i am making it too complicated..
left my shadow @6:17 PM
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