Friday, November 28, 2008

all of a sudden, i felt very helpless and useles.. i suppose the word to use is 自卑 la~ i think i lost all my confidence.. and come to think, what is my forte..? good for nothing.. :/ for the past few days, was busy with driving everyday.. and sigh~ i am like getting very..... bad in it.. i lost my concentration every now and then when i drive and nearly got myself into a huge trouble just now :( wasn't really my fault right? i really don't know what is actually troubling me, and some times i tend to go into the 'emo' state.. tell me what i can do, please.

after driving earlier on, i went to meet hidayah to discuss on our attachment and she brought her lil' sis.. a sweetie :).. and we went for a movie after that. i thought i could cheer myself up after the movie - Beverly Hills Chihuahua.. was a nice show, really. but after all the laughters, i don't know. why am i back into the 'emo-ed' state?

i think i lost my smile, my laughter and all my confidence. should i thank you for this? sighhhh~ numb me :(