Friday, November 28, 2008

lost for words.

suddenly, i felt like blogging.. sigh~ i don't know why..

all of a sudden, i felt very helpless and useles.. i suppose the word to use is 自卑 la~ i think i lost all my confidence.. and come to think, what is my forte..? good for nothing.. :/ for the past few days, was busy with driving everyday.. and sigh~ i am like getting very..... bad in it.. i lost my concentration every now and then when i drive and nearly got myself into a huge trouble just now :( wasn't really my fault right? i really don't know what is actually troubling me, and some times i tend to go into the 'emo' state.. tell me what i can do, please.

after driving earlier on, i went to meet hidayah to discuss on our attachment and she brought her lil' sis.. a sweetie :).. and we went for a movie after that. i thought i could cheer myself up after the movie - Beverly Hills Chihuahua.. was a nice show, really. but after all the laughters, i don't know. why am i back into the 'emo-ed' state?

i think i lost my smile, my laughter and all my confidence. should i thank you for this? sighhhh~ numb me :(

enlighten me, will some one?

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

evey's belated celebration!

went back to school this morning! was late cos i couldn't wake up and the bus took a longer time then usual to arrive.. okay.. and miss veron let us know our results for the individual project and the final results for Lsew2! i got a stupid B+ for individual! BUT BUT!! the group project that we worked on pulled my B+ to an A! wah, happy :D 5 cu! okay, hope this time miss veron is really keying this A cos she always lie to us! got conned once already! so get ready for B+ or maybe the A? heh! i need it to save my GPA! and ADfun? hurhur.. no hope! spend so much time and i THINK very hard to score! every week have to stay up and do! thinking of it.. tsk tsk tsk~~

anyways, went out with Si Ni and Eve after that to marina square.. had Hotpot Culture.. and.. uh. its not a good recommendation.. MSG soup and not very tasty food i shall say! btw, we still enjoyed and we love the fondue! :) shopped for a while before heading home! tonight shall be an "early night".. maybe have to go to bed soon! tmr driving at 8.30! and am tired now :(

some pics which we took just now! :D - credits to ah ni :D

ah ni, evey and me! :D Hotpot Culture Restaurant!

eveyy and me! :D

loads of food!

plus fondue and ice cream! :)

*it makes me wonder. who are you to give comments/orders to us. you are no body. i chose to be selfish this time. because i really learnt how to say 'NO' and reject some one. no point dragging myself to some where i don't wish to be in. playing this nonsense attitude with me? im not some one of lower ranking of you. and i am ain't scared of you cos you're just a sickening bootlicker and never fail to act smart. wh0 you think you are? shoo shoo.. you're such a looser. quit jc still can laugh at people's results. dumb. you're no where better. wasted one sweet year. when i graduate from TP you'll be slowly struggling in the batch with everyone younger than you! HAHA. smarty- you're such a looser. and ya, go do your multi tasking.*

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Monday, November 24, 2008

i did make a short update the other day and it went haywire when i wanted to post it! so here's the longer version!

20/11: went for prac lesson in the morning followed by 2 hours of e-trial final theory paper and the actual Final Theory Test (FTT).. and yes! i passed and ah ying and nicholas! :D (we went for same e trial and FTT paper.. i booked with ying, but so qiao same as nicholas!)

went to chalet after dat.. was kinda late then.. about 6 when i reached there? and the girls were so nice, they asked if i pass and i nodded and they all cheered! HEH! cute classmates :D anyways, the night's theme was Post Halloween! Miss Chan and Mdm Kalpana came.. how much i miss her for PBPN! of cos i don't wanna take the sub again! she's just so caring and NICE :) we all dressed up and i think i became more scary than i expected.. lol.. mdm kalpana say i looked scary! wahaha~ black tears? see pics below! :P and we all had fun with the angel and mortal game! and i guessed my angel correctly! not fun lor! but anyways, thanks fion for being such an angel! :) really thanks to absa and jit for organizing this chalet for us! :) 3x cheers!

anyways, this update will be kinda random.. i type what i remember :x so......

yesterday my 2 lamer gang, qianhui and ellekay plus valerie came to my house played my rabbits, online shopping :x and CAM WHORING! and we had so much fun taking pics.. the pics weren't very clear cos i used my lappy's camera.. haha.. anyway girls, thanks for coming :P and yep, i am very tempted to put the VIDEO!! but we're scared some one else will come see it and have a bad impression.. or might even think we're mad.. yes, indeed mad! HAHA!

today i went for driving! session 1 again! and this week mon-fri except tues driving! and all days are session 1 (8.30 am except thurs which is 10.20am!) as usual i will be late and always i have to walk super fast over the overhead bridge and to my car! and always be there panting like mad~ my instructor is super kind.. today after lesson he said "don't worry.. don't worry" den i was like thinking don't worry what? then he say if i am late he will wait for me even if i am late.. lol!! he's such a nice instructor! much better den my 2nd lesson instructor! and i'm never going to book dat instructor's lesson any more cos he mentioned his slot will be every sun! hahaha! so i will leave it blank! hurhur! and yes, i think i can drive more confidently on the road alr! anyone needs a personal driver (or i think i wanna sound - any one wanna sponsor me a car? :D) ok! my TP prac exam is 20 jan! hopefully can pass :D AIM is to get my license before my bday! i know i can do it! (self-encouragement! HAHA!)

earlier on after i went for driving i met ellekay at bugis for shopping! and chilled at starbucks! (yes i know again!) and dinner was treat to Sushi Tei from my ELDER sis (like so rare??? LOL!)

okay, slowly see the pics, take your time to laugh the silly us! :D:D gotta sleep soon! TIRED!

evey and me! :D

me and shimah! she's cute isnt she?! :D

pinky rose that pinky nadira gave all of us! SWEET! :D

everyone carrying bunny! :D

qianhui is so brave! HAHA!

ellekay and bunnnnny!

valerie and bunnie!

VALERIE LOOKS V CUTE! LOL! and so is all of us! :P

mosiac!

black vs white!

loves :D!

muscular ellekay and skinny head me (love this!) and enlarged qianhui!

hourglass figures behind me xD and triangle headed me!

pregnant? or probably bloated with shit? LOL!

"skinny me", muscular ellekay, cute qianhui, valerie.. TRIANGLE?

fat heads! LOL!

serangoon garden's sushi tei! nice ambience :D

me and my ah ma! HAHA!

crab stuffed with crab meat and cod roe or something MMMM~

sotong stuffed with glutinous rice~

my sis, me and my ah ma!

my sis and my bro.. my bro super act cute lor! *FAINTS*

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

my rare updates!

sniff sniffs* i'm down with a flu! stupid virus~ sigh! anyways, i'm here to update again before everything clogs up (again, yes, again) cos tmr will be a full packed day with my 4th driving prac, 2 hours of final theory e-trial test, followed by Final Theory Test and CLASS CHALET!

earlier on, went to CDC for e trial test! and yes, the world is so teeny weeny~ i saw nicholas soon! xD as funny as ever! and we also saw some one else.. *COUGHS* and yep! so coincidentally, we're having same e-trial lesson and exam tmr, together with ah ying! :)

ok FLASH BACK!

last sat, the mlbian gang went to party world :D we love k-ing! :D mlb, jay (!!!) and many many more xD and after dat we went for dinner at central? issit? inside taka the hk cafe.. and i realised i got something missing- SUAY LOR.. anyways, we went to take pics around orchard and a little window shopping and starbucks! chat chat :D walked down to ps and went home sweet home!

last sunday! me and ying celebrated darren's bday in advanced.. *ahem* meet ying earlier on to get some STUFFS and went to marina square met darren and went - changing appetite for dinner.. food was reasonable and nice :D SOMEONE keep wanting to take me and ying's unglam pics.. tsk tsk tsk~~ anyways, hope darren enjoyed and like the royce chocs we gave him! WHEE! anyways, happy belated b'day! :P

okay, lets again, let the pics talk.. i've to go bed real soon! tmr driving lesson in the morning! ZZZ!

me, ying and darren at Changing Appetite @ MS

darren (we share the same pose!)

me (& with the same pose)

ah ying (ah! yes, the same pose!)

me and ying :D

ah ying wanna poke darren's eye! hurhur!

me and darren :D

ah ying and darren~

US! ellekay, me, qianhui, pekchoo at party world!

US! at taka :D - every year is a teddy bear theme! LOVES :D

US!! :D

"lollipops?"

x'mas tree outside paragon!

along orchard!

ellekay & me~ :D

our last group pic :D

(am missing my sis badly! mei mei, papa, mama went to guangzhou and hk this morning! i would have went with them if i knew design modules end so early! :( tsktsk!)

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

finally, updates :)

ok, yes i know, finally, updates!! this post will be on yesterday's fashion show, show casing everyone's 2 weeks of hard work! :D and also, not forgetting ah wen's birthday celebration last sunday :)

anyway, this whole month of block system design modules was uber hectic and at least one day of the week is a no-sleep day! only had about half an hour of sleep on thurs night cos yesterday was Apparel Design Fundamentals final submission and again, no extension~ && my mei mei was so nice to wake up at 3am to help me do my work! :) all the snippings of paper done by her.. i wouldn't had finished on time if she dosent help me! :D "thank you my mei mei xD" and mum helped me in the morning with a little teeny-weeny bit :P

anyway a short review on the Lifestyle Sewing 2 final project! the theme is on "environmental friendly" so everything was some sort of recycle materials.. haha.. me and ah ni worked on mostly plastic bags and made into a ruffled tube top and super bulky and massive skirt which is then attached to the tube top! our cher, veron didn't give much comments, so she was satisfied with our dressy! and in the end she was very happy with our hard work! :D happpppy! its finally over! :D

anyways, yesterday's fashion show was a total fun! our models of the group - eve, JIA LI (me and ah ni's model of the day!), ain and khaty! xin ku ni men le! and we actually went to the field area for photo taking.. all the make ups, super not professional cat walks was totally fun! :D went to bristo walk after dat for "tea break" and home sweet home! and totally tired inside out! and i think i slept at 5 plus all the way till almost 10 and ate a little and slept at 11 plus till this morning 8.45, and i thought that it was already afternoon! great scare! && going to bath and out to k! :D

ah wen's belated birthday on 9 nov! :) went to NYDC for dinner and went on to swensens for ice cream! :D we had our usual madness and fun and lots more :) && i havent sent anyone the pics so i think no one can update?? lol.. okay.. can just kope from here or else i can send u all online alrights.. msn me when u need them! :D anyways, hope ah wen likes her pressie and enjoyed herself last week! :D

okay going off soon! running late! and the pics of fashion show and wen's bday! please enjoy!
(my hair looks curly cos i played with the curler! haha- just for fun! :P)