Thursday, June 12, 2008
some thoughts..
i probably cannot sleep until i finish typing this blog post..
this is for my whom-it-might-concern friends.. maybe this post will just pen down how i really feel about each and everything which happened this 2 weeks.. i really donno why i am so easily annoyed.. maybe i jus don't like the way they treat me? enough of all the ps-ing and the buay steady-ness.. i cannot stand it when some one agrees on this and that and end up not being able to attend it or something.. if u think u cannot make it, then say it earlier, and lets not even meet to save time..
i cannot stand how old jokes are keep bring brought up and saying again and again (i am seriously one who cannot take jokes, i admit. and i guess my CLOSE friends should know)
i don't like the way how people try to talk secretly infront of me, trying to whisper or what so ever.. and its so frustrating to see them giggling away and when u ask, they say "nothing".. i guess everyone wouldn't like the feeling of being left out this way.. (unless u really wouldn't, tell me.. i'll do it on you.. and you can try out) before u wanna do any thing, maybe just think through how people will feel..
some times i think what i do is not appreciated.. i don't know why, but it just give me the feeling.. always planning this and that for them.. will they even appreciate it? did they even do anything in return for me? maybe i am not asking for something in return.. maybe i jus need some appreciation.. what ever it is.. never make empty promises.. it really hurts and disappoints one..
i think after all these, i think i shall say sorry to them (the 3 of them?) for getting this emo-ness and attitude rubbish from me..
going off. nighty all. (updates will be soon, i suppose)
this is for my whom-it-might-concern friends.. maybe this post will just pen down how i really feel about each and everything which happened this 2 weeks.. i really donno why i am so easily annoyed.. maybe i jus don't like the way they treat me? enough of all the ps-ing and the buay steady-ness.. i cannot stand it when some one agrees on this and that and end up not being able to attend it or something.. if u think u cannot make it, then say it earlier, and lets not even meet to save time..
i cannot stand how old jokes are keep bring brought up and saying again and again (i am seriously one who cannot take jokes, i admit. and i guess my CLOSE friends should know)
i don't like the way how people try to talk secretly infront of me, trying to whisper or what so ever.. and its so frustrating to see them giggling away and when u ask, they say "nothing".. i guess everyone wouldn't like the feeling of being left out this way.. (unless u really wouldn't, tell me.. i'll do it on you.. and you can try out) before u wanna do any thing, maybe just think through how people will feel..
some times i think what i do is not appreciated.. i don't know why, but it just give me the feeling.. always planning this and that for them.. will they even appreciate it? did they even do anything in return for me? maybe i am not asking for something in return.. maybe i jus need some appreciation.. what ever it is.. never make empty promises.. it really hurts and disappoints one..
i think after all these, i think i shall say sorry to them (the 3 of them?) for getting this emo-ness and attitude rubbish from me..
going off. nighty all. (updates will be soon, i suppose)
left my shadow @1:15 AM
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